Emotionally unstable. Wah, mcm org pregnant! But srsly, no.
I was so anxious and paranoid. Actually more of a "restless" kind of feel.
It's too hard to explain. My mom was pissed off because every single
thing I do yesterday is somewhat unfinished..or haven't done any house chores at all.
Later that evening.. I found out that my heart fell from a 30-storey
building! Figuratively, of course. Then, I felt more and more anxious. I
felt butterflies in my stomach. My hands grew colder and colder (trust me,
I don't use the AC because it was broke). I know I haven't finished my homework
yet, but there is no reason why I should feel like this. I need to see a
psychiatrist! Don't you agree? Yeah. Actually, I know what's happening to me.
I just don't wanna post it on my blog. Get it.
I thank God thou,
after all those stupid feelings. An angel without wings was able to cheer me up. He calls me almost everyday! He was there when I felt truly alone and hopeless. I know he'll always be there waiting. :') I'm so lucky to have a boy-best-and-childhood-friend(BBCF) like him. Yeah. He told me he got his braces on today. I wonder how he looks like. I told him that I'll try my best to see his teeth despite his efforts of covering his mouth when talking or laughing or anything that involves showing your teeth to the public.
D! Don't make me call Mother Monster to sing you "Teeth" :D
May God bless you, D.
