Bintulu

It's been a long time since I've updated this blog of mine. Well yeah, I can't help it being busy. Too busy to even write a new post!

That aside, I just wanna say, I've missed Bintulu! I missed my parents, brothers, cats and my dog Luckey. I miss my home. I miss my bed. I miss everything. I realised I was never separated from them ever since I was brought to Bintulu.

I missed this mischievous kid so much D:

Andddd how can I forget my babies??? I really really effin miss them! Especially the baby that have been by my side since I was 11 years old! A shout out for her! Woots!!

With all this feeling of "missing home" lately, how am I to continue my study? The thought of being FARRRR APART from my family is finally making me go insane. Seriously.

But whether I like it or not, it is my ambition to grow up as an independent woman with a great career and therefore, I must fight it... like a ninja! Why ninja? Ya ne znayu. I am, to be honest, nervous, but I can't stop chasing my ambition. Like my baby said the other day, "I dunwan to eat pasir!"-and this is true, I don't want to eat pasir. There is nothing else to do but to pray so that my heart is prepared to go through all this with no problem whatsoever. Hmmm. I'm so anxious right now. Dunno why. Well, I guess this is all it from me then.