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'Twas raining this evening

There are some things in life, where we have to make difficult decisions. Too difficult sometimes you just feel like splitting in half. I became very guilty conscious lately of all this things I've done. And I really don't know how to say this... NGIDAK whenever I think of how much my dad sacrificed me. He really wanted me to be successful. Which father doesn't want that? He made me keep my promises. I know he can. why cant I ?  Its a thing that got me thinking. I had to make a decision.

But.. after doing all that. It got me even more anxious and paranoid. But only God knows everything. So, all I have to do is sit back and watch. After I ***** ** **** ***. it started to rain...HEAVILY! oh life! why must you be so dramatic? Screw that thou! It wasn't the time for me to act as if I'm in some kind of drama. I quickly grabbed my camera and sharpened my skills, as if  there no tomorrow! Here are some of them :)

This was some damn random settings which i have forgotten..

here i am...playing with the ss :)

And here i was playing with the .. um.. ? Well, I was aiming the sun...
I know.. i still got a long way to go, I told you i'm still sharpening my skills :) Good night...