Don't bother reading this cuz, its really crappy. Still, i want to update this old forgotten blog. I really cant stand this heart ache. I tried to settle this myself. I tried. I thought I was already moving on I found out i haven't. Stupid feelings. I once thought, those girls who cried because of a guy, are stupid girls. Who knew, the irony, I'm half dying trying to fight it. Yes the heart ache. Yea, I was somehow with this guy, A. Things didn't work out and became too complicated. Time to move on. I believe I'm in a "mourning phase" and I think it's taking years to completely heal.
Its like I've been knocked out in a wrestling match, and when I want to get up and fight this. Another person would come and knock me up again. It hurts. It really does, and if I cant get over this, who will make me out of this mourning phase? No one. Its me. The presence of another guy shortly after the break up would help me forget bout A. I realised i treated him as a "rebound guy". And so I stopped.
Its so hard to get over A. What am I suppose to do, when the best part of me was always you? Grr.. in the end, I became one of those stupid girls. Welcome to the club, Adele.
