Earlier this year, I met a guy online. Long story short, he started having feelings for me. As an idiot who likes romantic cheese balls dripping from a guy's mouth, I will believe that I have fallen for the guy. So how to know if my love is genuine or not? I fall out faster then when I fell for that person.
It's the end of June and I learnt a valuable thing this year. I don't believe in love nor love at first sight bullshit. Stories and dramas make girls hope and look forward to finding their love like wtf! Honestly, when I was younger, I've always thought that, in life I need to find a good career, husband, then we buy a house and have kids and live happily every after. WTF? Why like in fairytales, once the princess marries her prince charming and "they lived happily ever after" YOU SEE?? It's like we've been taught this bullshit ever since we were babies.
It took me 22 years to realise that all this is just plain fucking bullshit. haha. So what do it think of marriage? It's dumb. Don't do it if you don't want to rip yourself into 2 parts where one, you have to take care of your happiness, two, you have to take care of his happiness. Don't forget about when you have kids. Oh dear Moses. You'll have to rip yourself even more to feed your children's needs. Idk about you but I cannot cannot cannot deal with kids and their tantrums. It boils my blood when I hear kids screaming and wailing.
Instead of rushing into a relationship or marriage, think of you own happiness. Have you achieved your dreams? Will your dreams be put on halt if you were to be committed? All these little things. I have to remind you, we are placed in this world not to solely reproduce. Do what you want to to. Your inner soul.
This year, in year 2016 I have come to realise that whatever makes you happy. Keep it in your life. Appreciate and be grateful. You'll never know the true value of it until they are gone.
This is my opinion, I know some out there, their happiness is the other significant half. Jadi, thats your opinion and I'm not saying its wrong.
I'm just typing everything out even if the content is messy.
Anyway what happened to the guy I met online? I unfriended him on facebook. When he noticed, he asked me to add him back on facebook through his friend's account. I approved cuz he said he got "things to say" (TBH, I'm curious and would wanna know since we haven't been in contact for so long) Well, he ended up sleeping with his own best friend. Growing feelings towards her. He asks if we could stay friends cuz he enjoys my company when we played Warframe. Idk why I felt happy for him. like seriously. I reacted worse when I found out my ex got married! We are friends, but due to my unresponsiveness, I don't reply him anymore.
So yea... I'm currently looking for a job cuz I need money to stay happy. hahaha.
It's the end of June and I learnt a valuable thing this year. I don't believe in love nor love at first sight bullshit. Stories and dramas make girls hope and look forward to finding their love like wtf! Honestly, when I was younger, I've always thought that, in life I need to find a good career, husband, then we buy a house and have kids and live happily every after. WTF? Why like in fairytales, once the princess marries her prince charming and "they lived happily ever after" YOU SEE?? It's like we've been taught this bullshit ever since we were babies.
It took me 22 years to realise that all this is just plain fucking bullshit. haha. So what do it think of marriage? It's dumb. Don't do it if you don't want to rip yourself into 2 parts where one, you have to take care of your happiness, two, you have to take care of his happiness. Don't forget about when you have kids. Oh dear Moses. You'll have to rip yourself even more to feed your children's needs. Idk about you but I cannot cannot cannot deal with kids and their tantrums. It boils my blood when I hear kids screaming and wailing.
Instead of rushing into a relationship or marriage, think of you own happiness. Have you achieved your dreams? Will your dreams be put on halt if you were to be committed? All these little things. I have to remind you, we are placed in this world not to solely reproduce. Do what you want to to. Your inner soul.
This year, in year 2016 I have come to realise that whatever makes you happy. Keep it in your life. Appreciate and be grateful. You'll never know the true value of it until they are gone.
This is my opinion, I know some out there, their happiness is the other significant half. Jadi, thats your opinion and I'm not saying its wrong.
I'm just typing everything out even if the content is messy.
Anyway what happened to the guy I met online? I unfriended him on facebook. When he noticed, he asked me to add him back on facebook through his friend's account. I approved cuz he said he got "things to say" (TBH, I'm curious and would wanna know since we haven't been in contact for so long) Well, he ended up sleeping with his own best friend. Growing feelings towards her. He asks if we could stay friends cuz he enjoys my company when we played Warframe. Idk why I felt happy for him. like seriously. I reacted worse when I found out my ex got married! We are friends, but due to my unresponsiveness, I don't reply him anymore.
So yea... I'm currently looking for a job cuz I need money to stay happy. hahaha.
